不能厮守的爱。。。

不能厮守的爱。。。同等于没有永远的爱。。

我不知道我的想法是对于否。。。但我不能接受这种爱。。。

什么叫如果没有机会在一起。。就不用继续爱下去。。。

难道爱就那么肤浅吗？

很抱歉。。你给的爱。。。没有安全感。。。

对不起。。。我的爱很传统。。。

谢谢你。。。让我知道了你的想法。。。

原来。。我又笨了一次。。。

我原本很气。。。但现在。。。

我觉得没什么必要了。。

或许你没错。。。错的是我。。。

我也有想过就给彼此一次机会吧。。

但。。是遗憾吗？ 我不见得。。。

你放弃了。。。是好事。。。

但没什么重要了吧。。。既然大家的想法不一。。。

在一起以后不就更辛苦吗。。。

你的个人看法来得及时。。。

让我彻底死心。。。没有愧疚。。。没有难过。。。

再见了。。。这场梦。。。

我很庆幸它结束了。。。

祝你幸福吧。。。

kwa r leaving....

my onli close fren in dms gt jpa ...congratz!!!!

bt after tat i hav to b alone in dms...

yuh...hate tat feeling le...

bt no choice lo...

goo boon chin!!! faster sit in front wit me....

if nt...i oso cnt do anything...haiz...

u r goin 2 leaving rite...if u gt matrix ...

i wish u gt la....coz it a great way 4 further study ....

much more better dn frm 6 la...

2day d thing....they knw ad le...bt nvm...i din cry in front of them....

i had made my promise...haha....

bt i'm still scared to be alone le....

independent....i will d la...giv me sum time....trying hard nw..

n 1 more thing...who knw hw to cure my lik crying sickness??

moody...

frm 6 really a rite decision...i hav no way to regret already...

i'm nt dnt lik d situation of study thr...bt i think d frm 6 level ...is hard 4 me to catch up...

feel so bad tis while...too many thing happen...make my blur...faint...

haiz haiz haiz is d word i always say tis while....i think i'm too useless.....

last time a cw maybe used 2 b relax...n hav many fren thr....

bt nw...everything hav to rush....nt much ppl i knw either....

suffer leh... y i hav to be lik tis....

i knw i hav to be strong ...hav to be independent...hav to be hardworking..

bt sumehw suddenly wan me to change my life style ...my personalities?

i wanna cry...cry so bad....bt sumhw i dnt wanna tell ppl....dnt knw hw to tell....

i hope no ppl will found out tat i'm nt happy...bt at d same time...i wish so bad thr will be ppl tat knw my real feeling...

haiz haiz haiz...................

没那么简单 KTV

wadever lo...

i think i did hurt sum1 feelings...

is my false ba...

juz bcoz he always patient bout wad i did ...

bt i juz keep hurting him...

i tot he won mind...

bt seem lik i'm to childish..

no1 should patient wit wad i did everytime...

maybe i ad yi lai on tat ppl ba...

tot he will always beside me...always stand by me...

bt i was wrong...

wadever ba...if he really decide wad he wanna do...

dn i won k...i won mad i won angry n i won hate him as well....

wadever ba...

finally....

after many many step...meet many many ppl....
wasted plenty of time...
finally i able to tranfer ad..
back to my home town....
nilai....
waadever place is tis...
there will b d starting point of nitemare oso...

new start...

2mr jadual...

630 am...wake up...
brush teeth...dress up my uniform...
wait my mafan bro gt ready oso....

700am...sent bro go school...
715...go meet yy at sban...
830...meet yy..
go durah 2gather...

900am..reach durah n register...

dn dnt knw wad time cn home...

if noon cn back home...go dms 4 asking a place 4 me to in frm 6...

so..tis is my suck day ...

林俊杰.-.[害怕].mv

i gt a fren lik tis....

i gt a fren...a special fren...in my opinion ...i think she kind of pity....bt seen nobody knw bout her...nobody knw hw she really feel...those kind of nobody always tot she is juz ez emo person...bt i knw her...deeply n clearly...i cn c hw sad is she...i cn c d tears inside her heart...i really did ...bt i cnt help her...no1 cn...tis is her fate....

she gt a dramatic life....a diffrence family....diffrence lifestyle... n all these diffrence...bcoz of she gt d moz diffrence father in d world...she 18 tis year ...bt i gotta teel u tat...she really been through a lot of things...things tat nt much ppl been through...she dnt lik a life lik tis...o i hav to say tat she hate it so much...bt hw? she cnt change it...cnt effort to change...maybe till when she grown up a bit later ba....bt sure nt nw....tis is her fate....

she never able to forgot hw their parents flight...hw their hurt each other....she feel very very pity to her mum...d moz unfortunately woman in tis world...summore she feel guity....guity to made her mum live lik tis.....if she never exist...hw gud will it b? maybe her mum no nid to been through a life lik tis...a suck life...

she felt hurt ...sad ...when she saw her mum been slap ..been hit by his father...bt she cnt do anything....frm she still a child till nw...tis kind of 'event' ..offren happen...she hate her father...bt she cnt save her mum....maybe many ppl will nt believe wad i had say...bt its true...there r ppl lik tis in nt juz drama bt in real life oso...i cn prove it...

she tried to kill herself...bt nt susscess....she tried to against him...bt other dn being slap n hit by him...nthg chance...tis gal hav a mind nt juz a 18 gal...she cnt...tis gal tried to work on to her studies...hope cn bring her mum a nw life...bt she nt a smart gal...she cnt scores well...slowly ...she bcum a camel...she never again trust any1 else...she live in her own live...

bt spm...even she did tried....bt d result shown tat she fail again...she so guity ...coz maybe she waste too much time whn frm 4...she made her mum dissapointed again...tis is her fate ba....

2nite....another 'event' again...she sad...bt cnt cry...she nid to b strong...to protect her brother...n her mum...she hav to b strong....no tear...

tis is my fren...tat onli i knw wad she feels...maybe its nt a things tat suitable to share with fren...