how ur think of a house tat olways full of noisy fighting o scolding sound???will ur cry?? will ur sad?? will ur run out from tat place?? i din all tat ady...eccept ran away from home la...i'm nt tat stupid ...
i used to cry quitely in my room...behine d door...quitely...nt dare to cry out ...juz can let d tear dropping n dropping ...cant control it...cant let they knw...cant tell anybody...juz sad alone...
slowly...
stop smilling...
stop talking...
tat time..really hope can even stop my life...i din do any big thing ...never suscess...bt i willing to stop nw...is too noisy...too distrubing... my capacity to hold stress o to accept sadness too low...it maybe juz a normal thing happen in other family oso ...or there are many many more people out there facing problem tat worst den me...bt juz let me to b a turtle...i gt no gust...i cant face it...i hate it...bcoz i'm scare of it...
i did still feel lik tat till nw...
bt d diffrent is...i won cry anymore...
maybe i did ady felt bored of it...
bt i'm sure nt bcoz he did change o d situation did change...
problem never gonna sloved...conflit will still happen...respect will never exsit ...
comunication can help bcoz we never on link...o he never listen to reason...
sympaties nt needed...coz it will juz cause more sadness...
feeling nw...nothing...bored sadness....din cry bt no happy...so i call tat feelingless...
bt i'm glad ...i'm not alone nw...
ohh, aiyoor, don't be so... negative thinking larh.
ReplyDeletebe positive!
sun is going to shine after the rain , and yeah, rainbow will appear as a bonus,too.
so, lets hope for the best!
i dont lik rainbow d lo...n i lik rainy day...hate when sun appear n d rain have to stop...
ReplyDeleteReading your blog......brings lots of sadness to readers......you should find friends to share problems.....instead of crying...not good for health...
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